Had a number of interesting dreams last night (being it is 6am and I haven't gone to bed this night, yet...and the dreams actually occurred during the day). It's not often I remember so many different dreams and they all were very powerful and emotionally charged.
1st dream - I was dreaming about my mother....how she was when I was a young child... and not affected physically by her stroke. We were in this lovely garden like area (her middle name is Roseann..so that might have something to with the setting). She then turned into my sister, when she too was younger...and also not affected by her health issues. I remember feeling so much love and connection to them.....then suddenly my sister was gone...and I was alone... God/dess, my eyes are welling up with tears, and my throat feels like it has a knot in it, as I write this...anyway, I was told she had died...and I really broke down in my dream. I woke to hearing myself sobbing loudly in my own head...
2nd dream - I then dreamed I was a young black man walking along a beach next to a cliff in the front of a long line of other black men behind me. We were struggling to get to a safe destination, without really knowing how to get there. Something told me this was set in the future, and I saw 'ruins' along the beach of our current civilization....sort of reminded me of PLANET OF THE APES...you know at the end where he comes upon the statue of liberty. Anyway, suddenly in front of us a jeep looking vehicle approached us. In it was a white man in a safari outfit. We knew he was a remnant of the former life and he was going to try to re-enslave some of us. In a panic, and knowing we were trapped by the cliff, we quickly tried to think of ways to save us all from his man. Some of us suggested running, but we knew his mode of transportation was too fast. We then thought of swimming out into the ocean, but soon realized that some of group couldn't swim. We then decided to grab a hold of each other and go out into the ocean that way. Just as we did that, I suddenly realized we were on a film set, and I went over to thank the director (who interestingly was not really visible) for having faith in casting an young unknown in such an important production. I think I sort of woke up at the point....
3rd dream - I then went back to sleep, and I dreamed I was with a male friend of mine...who, when I 1st met him at work...was someone who I immediately had that "I know you!" connection with...and he has told me the same in return. I even had some past life stuff come up...but, anyway...he, in this life is going through some major health stuff...and, in my dream, he too was younger and it was prior to when his health was affected. If fact, he was at a time I have never really seen him in this life. Anyway, we were out in nature with some horses and he was grooming and healing them...and it was me, I saw, that was unwell. He then massaged me, gave me a healing, and in some bizarre way, groomed me 'energetically' (like I was one of the horses...that's about the best I can do to describe it). As I started to feel more relaxed and whole, he gently kissed me. And well yeah, it then started to get... you know...but, at a certain point he crawled on top of me...and all of the sudden I felt like I was a child being suffocated by him. I freaked as I saw his chest come towards my face...and I started to silently (yeah silently) kick and push to get him off of me. He pulled back startled and worried....and I felt so bad...because he had no idea what caused me to panic like that...but, I knew why...and then I again woke up...feeling the emotions that go with a panic attack...
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