Friday, December 2, 2016

I R Reversible

09.01.16
 
I dream that there was I was with Sweetie, my cat, and I walking with her. I came to this office building. I knew is going to have trouble with them letting me have her in there, so I told them that I was visiting somebody, and I'll just be a moment. When they let me in, and I was still with her, she somehow ended up turning into more than one cat. She was just still the same cat but like she was broken down by her colors. I specifically remember her turning into one black cat and one white cat, but there seem to be more of her as well.

Once it was in this building, it also seemed I was on a second floor. To get back out, I couldn't seem to get down any other way than over a railing. I knew somehow that that would be the only way I could get out of where I was. So I let Sweetie go. She jumped out of my arms and took off. I started to crawl over the railing and realize it was going to be a really long dive to get to the ground. I looked around and was trying to figure out how I was going to do it when all the sudden all of these different animals showed up. It was all kinds, like raccoons, rabbits, horses...and all different kinds of animals. It was like they knew I was in need of help and were there to try and help me. I looked down and to see one animal right under the balcony where I was at. It stood there like it knew I needed help and to use his back to get on down to the ground. I think it was a big one of those giant pigs, but I'm not too sure what kind of animal it was now. I jumped down and landed on its back.

I then found myself trying to catch a train...kind of 'deadheading'... like I used to when I worked on the train. I remember getting on the train and I again had my cat, Sweetie, with me as well as some luggage. I was trying to find a place to sit on the train which where I could be alone by myself because where I boarded the train ended being very crowded. I also didn't want them to see my cat. I knew they had issues about having animals with you, so I was trying to make it so she would not be noticeable. I started walking through the train and looking for a place to have her with me that wasn't so crowded. It was at that moment I could sense I was dreaming because I realized the train's sounds and set up was not like a normal train. It was like, in my mind, I knew things were not like they were supposed to be, and I was trying to make the dream change to what I knew it was supposed to be like.  As I walked through this dream train I went through one car that was somewhat empty and I realized it had had animals in. I then realized I was wearing socks, when I knew it wasn't supposed to be wearing socks walking about on a train. I found myself stepping over different areas that appeared dirty...trying not to step on what I realized was where animals had defecated. At this point I realized my husband was following behind me, because I found myself telling him to be careful where he walked as well.

When we got to the next car it ended up looking like a shopping center. Befuddled, I was like, "What is this doing in a train? This isn't supposed to be in the train!" I kept walking through the store, looking at the displays. To the left hand side I found myself attracted to this display of books. There was this black lady there and she was selling used books and an assortment of different novelty items. I picked up one book that looked interesting. It was all about apple cider vinegar, how it helps with health conditions and how you can use it in recipes for cooking. When the woman tried to sell me the book, I told her I already knew about all that I didn't think I needed such a book.

I then continued on into the next car, still looking for a place for me to sit that where I could also be by myself. I continued through what appeared to be sleeper cars. I was still struggling in my mind to try and to conform this dream to what I expected the train to look like and still knew it wasn't the way it was supposed to be. I went through several more cars and they just weren't what I was looking for.

I ended up in what I knew was the last car, still not finding what I was looking for. This car was kind of creepy and it had red bloody cavernous looking walls. On the floor was what appeared to be like a big puddles of dark fluid, possibly even blood. It reminded me of walking in the tunnel in the movie 'Irreversible.' I heading down the tunnel, getting creeped out more and more with each step, but not sure where else I should go. At the end of this car/tunnel, there was no door to another car after that. Instead there was a second tunnel off to the right. I kind of knew then that it was not where I was supposed to be going, nor was I on a train anymore. But with curiosity I looked down that tunnel and I could see at the end of that tunnel there were two more directions to go. I headed a bit to see better. The direction headed to the left looked very dark and was deathly silent and the one to the right had the look of fire coming from it, kind of furnace. I got really creeped out at this point. I didn't want o continue in either direction. The whole thing had a very sinister feeling and I could tell that both tunnels were on a declining descent. Just as I was looking at to the right, with this fiery furnac,e I started seeing what look like Devil's horns. At that point I was like, "NO! I'm not going that way! I'm going to go back!" But as I tried to turn around and go back it was very very difficult for me to make my way back up the direction I had come on my own. I knew I would be very hard, if not impossible, for me to get back. It was at that point I started crying and praying in Jesus name to help me get back where I need to be. I was still calling out in Jesus's name when I awoke.



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